Sunday, March 9, 2014 >>10:11 AM

HAHAHAHAHAHA..
I am so happy that I always smile to myself.
Like a mad person wandering around the world.
You know those feelings where you are so happy
that when you see that person, you just cannot do any unglam actions.
And this is what I felt when I went to FTislJand concert yesterday.
I stood in the first row where FTisland is just right in front of me.
So close, OMG!
I got to see SeungHyun all the time :d
Jaejin too.. Hongki is only when he run towards our direction.
Jonghun and Minhwan stand in their position. But it is okay since
the place I stood can just see them that clearly.
The most shocking thing is Hongki just right in front of me.
I mean real. He is just in front of me..
I think I will never forget this concert.
However, before this concert, I am so crazy over Arashi which I am also in the moment.
I really don't feel the excitement of getting to see Ftisland.
I was like oh, I like them before.
I like them , but no that crazy like before.
I have like them for 5 years.
This is a long time ...
Love will never vanish if you keep them in the right moment.
Hold and let , hold and let, this love will continues forever.
Whenever FTIsland comeback, I will love them.
Likewise, when they are having other things where they are not on the TV so often.
I will direct this love to others temporary.
This is how I love FTisland for such a long time.
However, I think I will love Arashi also.
Both of them, I also like.
This moment is Arashi more.
Even though I got to see FTisland face to face on their concert,
I only feel happy as I got to see them but I am not that crazy anymore.
how to describe this feeling??
Its like I love Ftisland then i only got to see them once in awhile then
i love Arashi. In the midst of going crazy over Arashi, FTisland come.
I like them , i wanna see them. just the enthusiasm is not that high anymore.
This is because i love Arashi more than FTisland this moment.
Getting to see my idol face to face just make me that excited and happy.
but not increasing my enthusiasm towards seeing them.
i think if i were to see Arashi, i would cry on the spot.
Or is it because i see ftisland live too much le till i lost the enthu?
I don't think so.
Kay, just have to find back the love and craziness over FTisland..
I will not be that confused now.
I LOVE BOTH ARASHI AND FTISLAND. IN CONCLUSION !
HAHAHA
FTISLAND CONCERT IS SO WORTH CAUSE I STOOD IN THE FIRST ROW,
GET TO SEE THEM CLEARLY, AND HONGKI IS SO NEAR ME .
I JUST REGRET THAT I CANT SEE MINHWAN AT ALL.
STUPID DRUM BLOCK HIS CUTE FACE!
JAJAJAJAJA...  LOVE THIS EXPERIENCE , GOING TO A CONCERT ALONE. !