Thursday, August 9, 2012 >>5:12 AM

It's 9 August today !
Guess what ?
 It is Singapore's birthday !
 Happy 47th birthday , SINGAPORE !!
Hahahaha !!
This is the time where all my family members will gather in my house.
But what is the most important? I
 hate it ! I dont like crowd in the first place.
 And now , so many in my house .
Small house became smaller house.
Just like what Mrs Doris Lee 's compo, SPACE.
I NEEDED SPACE.
Cramp and lack of ventilation... DYING !! DAMN IT !
 Now I am hiding in my smallllll room to have a privacy of my own...
But then , the noise level they created is damn loud!!!
piercing through any door or walls.
Without good quality doors, i had to take in that level of noise.
Noisy , crowd. I HATE IT TTM ! Angry.....
Somemore , i have to receive my results next Monday.
 Worst still , have an appointment with Mr Ho for oral.
Tues had practical exams.
What's wrong with the world.
 I am getting more busier and busier.
Shit ~ !
Have to pray hard or pray like crazy for the worst.
 Hope i wont die so badly.
 I know i have flunk my prelim.
 Please dont let me die so badly... PLEASE !!!!
Wednesday , Thursday and Friday ... These days are the release of O level MT results.
Shitty MAMA , what am i going to do now?
CRY , WORRY OR GO DIE? I am worried till i am thinking it like crazy.
A1 , seems too far.
A2 , I think still too far.
B3 , CANNOT !
B4 , Dont think so.
 C5, maybe ?
C6 , hope so !
Please help me , GOD !
Prelim and O level are important to me.
 I know i did those papers unseriously. WORRYING .....
Hope miracles would happen on me!
If it really does occurs, i will be over the moon !!!!