Thursday, May 19, 2011 >>2:31 AM

Ftisland! COMING BACK TMR.
RETURN TEASER, cannnt waitt!
But i am sad bout my results.
Wonder should i be sad or should be happy.
Haix, CONFUSED!
Ftisland FIVE TREASURE ISLAND top
Japan Oricon Album Chart.
It is on the first day they released their albums,
and they alr topped the charts.
They are doing so well in their areas!
Me lehh? Result CMI!
HouseWork , do until dun want do.
Slacking throughout the whole exams,
still dare to say i am already damn hardworking.
I really didnt give my best this time.
I studied the whole day during SEC 1and 2
now, only 3 hrs, at night!
I have lost the competing heart, to me, pass is already fine.
But now i want more, i want pass with flying colours.
But i cannot do it, even is maths, my best SUBJECT,
even a 80 also cannot take, what more i can expect.
Just wait for the lousy results bah.
Last term , my results totally look like SEC3 result.
Now also.
What is the difference?
Adding 2 lousy mark and divide into two?
I will still get lousy marks.
How come i cannot did well in STUDIES already?
WHY?
Maybe after feng Kpops, i am not doing well in STUDIES.
to my realize, i already wasted a year doing stupid things.
Wake up, do something sensable which will give you good things.
And make your family happy with your achievement,
not listening to your complain and groans
after getting the marks you not wanting for.
Understand?
Wake up NOW!
Chiong for 2 years, after that, you can feng who, love who,
whatever you like also can.
Where did my determination and endurance go?
Where is the mindset of doing well go?
Get them back and HWAITING!
SANDY, YOU CAN!
I believe myself and only myself,
I believe if i am hardworking , i will do well!
From now start, brush up all the subjects you dunno.
Must limit myself from playing only 1hr of computer,
2 hr of rest, 1hr of housework and start revising.
But not now, i am damn tired,
MAYBE hols?
Shit lar, cannot go TOP ten that means cannot but whatever i like.
Actually should not expect to go top ten...
Should not, because the greater your wish, the greater the disappointment.
OKAY, i hope for a TOP 20~
Hwaiting, i think TOP 20 also cannot.
My class everyone is getting an A1,
me c5 then have.
No hope le, No hope le.
T.T