Sunday, November 24, 2019 >>2:13 AM

Hey yo!

Wednesday, February 28, 2018 >>12:21 PM

I didn't realise it is going to be three years since I last updated this blog.
I do not know where is it of me being so busy to write something.

Nevermind. I am here right now.
Lemme refresh the list of idols I have now as current of 1 March 2018.

Do not get me wrong, I am still loving my idols.
Buying their concert DVDs, albums (sometimes) and merchandise.
And so, I am broke most of the times.

This saying of  "80% of my pay goes to my idols" is totally right.
Just the photos and magazines alone, it already cost me about $2000.
Not to mentions the concert DVDs, albums, concert goods or tickets.
Up of now, I think I have already spent $10,000 on idols.
But one thing for sure, I am not going to regret it as they are the reason why I choose to live.

So here are the idols I love:
No order as I love them equally.... <3 p="">
KinKi Kids - Domoto Koichi & Domoto Tsuyoshi.
Debuted in 1997

ARASHI - Debuted in 1999
Ohno Satoshi
Sakurai Sho
Aiba Masaki
Ninomiya Kazunari
Matsumoto Jun

FTIsland - Debuted in 2007
Lee Hong Ki
Choi Jong Hoon
Lee Jae Jin
Song Seung Hyun
Choi Min Hwan

Yabu Kota - Debuted with Hey! Say! JUMP in 2007

13 guys -----> all my husbands....
I know I am shameless haha but I really love them!
As of now, I really LOVE DOMOTO TSUYOSHI!

MINNA DAISUKI!

Friday, September 25, 2015 >>8:41 AM

KONNICHIWA.
So much things had happened over this two weeks.
I will note it down slowly.
FIRSTLY!
It was reported Ohno has a girlfriend before their MIYAGI concert which has turned out to be fake.
I am really not qualified to be an ARASHIAN.
I doubted Ohno and angry at him for keeping it mum.
Or maybe I am just angry that he has a girlfriend when I like him so much.
Or maybe he is the one I least expected to be in a relationship.
Either which, I have upset Ohno.
It is true I didn't stand up for him or support him like a real fan should.
I AM SORRY! GOMENASAI!
Ya, it is true like what did the other fans said.
He is at that age that should start a family.
We should not steal his only happiness from him.
I am so selfish to think he is belong to arashi and their fans only.
I forget he is a human too. He needs love from family.
I am really super sorry, OHNO SAN!
But after reading what other fans wrote, I really support that fake couple.
As if this is what Ohno likes, we that are unrelated to him should not be objecting.
AND I AM ANGRY WITH WHAT OHNO SAID TO THAT NEWS.
Did he know that he will hurt the girl feeling by saying that even though I know
he is protecting her?
Yes, OHNO is kind. I know, if I am that girl, I will be super upset hearing this.
And if that story is true. Ohno, she is just loving you.
But since he cleared that rumour, we have nothing to suspect him also.
He is still that amazing leader of Arashi.
I should have stand on his side since the beginning.
I am such a failed Arashian.
However, I am not like this when it comes to FTISLAND.
I will stand on their side no matter what.
Is it because my love for FTISLAND is bigger than ARASHI?
Then the money I spent on ARASHI is what? DREAM?
Is it because I am there when FTISLAND is at their bottom while I am not there
for ARASHI?
I think I have a bigger bond with FTISLAND than ARASHI as FTISLAND is my first idol.
BUT NOW THESE TWO ARE MY FAV BOY BAND.
I AM GOING SUPPORT THEM ALL THE WAY TILL THE END.
OH, I don't want them to end. HAHAAHAHAHA
After this, I have to believe in OHNO more as he love ARASHI more than us.
He once said that if he and a ARASHI member love the same girl at the same time,
he would give that girl to that member.
SUCH A KIND PERSON WILL NEVER BETRAY HIS FANS.
THATS WHY WE HAVE TO BELIEVE HIM AND SUPPORT HIM. THATS RIGHT!
OHNO SATOSHI, I AM SORRY FOR MY BEHAVIOR.
AND THANKS FOR LOVING ARASHI SO MUCH!
FTISLAND TOO.
Don't care that idiot company.
JYJ also did their own advertising.
So if they can, you are able to do it too.
DONT FORGET, PRIMADONNAS ALL OVER THE WORLD.
THEY WILL SUPPORT U AS ALWAYS AT ALL TIME.
Kay, the rest of the things I will not say here as it is too personal. haha
INTERNSHIP SUCKS MAN!
HOPE CAN QUICKLY END IT.
HAAHAHAHAAHA
BYE BYE

Friday, July 4, 2014 >>8:06 AM


Ahh... its my birthday again...'
Getting older by one year old...
I am old already!
PEACEFUL BDAE!
but lousy results.
I always defeated by results.
that's why I hate them.
Even if I hate them,
I still have to face them.
AWWW... EWWWW..
I hate that!
I don't like results .
it is torturing to get them every time.
when they are only disappointing.
if only, I can get good results.
BUTT...
I doubt so.
Even if I had put in my effort,
it doesn't seems like it is
getting any results at the end.
SO I AM GONNA GIVE UP.
but how to?
I still have to study.. haizz..
enough of all this results shit.
ARASHI LOVE CONCERT DVD,
THANK YOU!
ARIGATO!

Saturday, May 10, 2014 >>3:19 AM

Konnichiwa.. Gomennasai !!
I forgot that April I didn't update!
Memory falling or too busy that I also forgotten?
ARASHI <3 p="">I LOVE BOTH ARASHI & FTISLAND !!
Hahahaha...
Always wish people to call me MRS NINOMIYA !!
Hahaa... my own wish !
This year has lots of mishap..
First the msia aeroplane then the Korean ferry...
WHY LIDDAT?
Has we done something wrong that countless of lives to be taken?
It is sad to hear such a bad news even though I am not related to them ...
Ya... THIS IS LIFE, INDEED.
WE ARE BORN TO DIE!
This is what I listen at my teacher's funeral.
It is kind of heartbreak to hear the teacher that taught us in Secondary school to
passed away..
I am not so close to her but it is a respect to attend her funeral since she taught us.
SHOCKING NEWS!
Uncountable people passed away everyday.
I think in life, we have to learn how to grip on when someone that
is beloved to us has gone away.
No matter what, at the end. LEARN TO CHERISH
THE IMPORTANT PERSON TO YOU.
It is the morale of the story.
Also, telling me that small things don't count.
In Kodocha, She said, no matter how well you do, there
is always bound to be someone to hate you.
if you take in all the negative comment from them, it will be no limit.
Just learn to let it go.
or ignore.
This is true.
Sho also said if you satisfied one person, there are still 99 people who will hate you.
So it is impossible to satisfy everyone.
Just be yourself and that is it.
I face problem in school.
As I am a shy person, I cannot find any friend in my class.
So basically, my break is with my secondary school friend.
It is kind of lonely in that class.
I tried to speak to them. but I lost the dare and courage,
It is so scary in class that I began to hate school.
I just wish I can find someone as my friend or this sems,
please go faster.
I hate poly basically..
FULL OF FAKE PEOPLE. WEARING A MASK AND WALK EVERYWHERE.
Endure, Sandy.. this is what you best at? Arent you?
Ganbatte!
8 modules, 8 projects... FIGHTING.
Stress as I am coping with work, school and cca!
I don't think I can do well this semester if I don't stop working.
Needa find a balance between this three, or sacrifice one to support the other two.
I can do it !!!
Electives ah... you are drying me out!
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE AT ALL!
Never mind, just go according my feelings.
First of all, I need to break through my feelings first.
to be daring in class....
then conquer all modules to do well.
ahah
STUPID uni which is stressing me out.
Haix....
Anyway, jiayou!
Sayonara...
Nino's wife??!! In future la....

Sunday, March 9, 2014 >>10:11 AM

HAHAHAHAHAHA..
I am so happy that I always smile to myself.
Like a mad person wandering around the world.
You know those feelings where you are so happy
that when you see that person, you just cannot do any unglam actions.
And this is what I felt when I went to FTislJand concert yesterday.
I stood in the first row where FTisland is just right in front of me.
So close, OMG!
I got to see SeungHyun all the time :d
Jaejin too.. Hongki is only when he run towards our direction.
Jonghun and Minhwan stand in their position. But it is okay since
the place I stood can just see them that clearly.
The most shocking thing is Hongki just right in front of me.
I mean real. He is just in front of me..
I think I will never forget this concert.
However, before this concert, I am so crazy over Arashi which I am also in the moment.
I really don't feel the excitement of getting to see Ftisland.
I was like oh, I like them before.
I like them , but no that crazy like before.
I have like them for 5 years.
This is a long time ...
Love will never vanish if you keep them in the right moment.
Hold and let , hold and let, this love will continues forever.
Whenever FTIsland comeback, I will love them.
Likewise, when they are having other things where they are not on the TV so often.
I will direct this love to others temporary.
This is how I love FTisland for such a long time.
However, I think I will love Arashi also.
Both of them, I also like.
This moment is Arashi more.
Even though I got to see FTisland face to face on their concert,
I only feel happy as I got to see them but I am not that crazy anymore.
how to describe this feeling??
Its like I love Ftisland then i only got to see them once in awhile then
i love Arashi. In the midst of going crazy over Arashi, FTisland come.
I like them , i wanna see them. just the enthusiasm is not that high anymore.
This is because i love Arashi more than FTisland this moment.
Getting to see my idol face to face just make me that excited and happy.
but not increasing my enthusiasm towards seeing them.
i think if i were to see Arashi, i would cry on the spot.
Or is it because i see ftisland live too much le till i lost the enthu?
I don't think so.
Kay, just have to find back the love and craziness over FTisland..
I will not be that confused now.
I LOVE BOTH ARASHI AND FTISLAND. IN CONCLUSION !
HAHAHA
FTISLAND CONCERT IS SO WORTH CAUSE I STOOD IN THE FIRST ROW,
GET TO SEE THEM CLEARLY, AND HONGKI IS SO NEAR ME .
I JUST REGRET THAT I CANT SEE MINHWAN AT ALL.
STUPID DRUM BLOCK HIS CUTE FACE!
JAJAJAJAJA...  LOVE THIS EXPERIENCE , GOING TO A CONCERT ALONE. !

Friday, January 31, 2014 >>10:10 AM


OMG! I didn't post anything on JAN?
Oh shitty! I guess Jan 2014 is a busy month for me?
Or I am just lazy to post ?
It's okay, right?
Cause I am posting now..
 hahahaa...
I am all over ARASHI these days.
They are so cute in a way that I won't find irritating at all.
Also, I love Ninomiya Kazunari !
I wanna marry him... Let's go Japan!
Call me Mrs Nino next time , hahahaha
AND! HIS LIP IS MINE, DON'T EVER TOUCH !
I WILL GET VERY VERY ANGRY!
hhahahah...
Spent over 100 bucks on ARASHI!
Starting to lose my interest on FTI
ANDUI!!! CANNOT!
I have bought their concert ticket already.
So no matter what, I also must love FTI!
Since I have like them for more than 5 years already!
hahahahha,,,, FOREVER A PRIMADONNA.
I no money liao.. this coming hols , I gotta chiong like siao!
to earn back all my money, and once again, go and spend.
ahahahahah !

Monday, December 23, 2013 >>6:47 AM

Anyonghaseyo? Konnichiwa? Hello? Ni Hao?
Hi there !!!
Its been a long time since I update!
Yeorobun!
I got a new group to add on to my favourite list!
ARASHI!
Ninomiya , Matsumoto, Ohno Satoshi, Aiba and Sakurai!
Biased is Ninomiya Kazunari!
Love him to the max....
he is so cute, funny, smart, and evil!
Worst to worst, I love him so much!
I felt so bad as Hongki is injured yet I am liking another group!
No worries, even though I like Arashi!
FTISLAND IS STILL FOREVER MY NUMBER ONE!
Hong Ki, I hope you can recover fast and return to your naughty behaviour.
I love both Ftisland & Arashi a lot a lot ...
Upon knowing Hong Ki's njuries, I was like ' haha, retribution to your mischief acts' then 'who call you don't take care of yourself' to 'hongki, don't you ever injured, it hurts PRIMADONNAs heart'
SO LEE HONG KI, YOU BETTER GET WELL SOON!
I BOUGHT FTHX TICKET, I WANNA SEE YOU IN SINGAPORE NEXT YEAR.
SO YOU BETTER BE WELL BY THEN. LOVE YOU , HONGKI !
Second FTISLAND concert, I am so excited!
FTI , once in my heart, forever in my heart. ASHITERU, SUKITTE! SARANGHAE, OPPAS!
LAOGONG , WAN AN :D!

Friday, November 15, 2013 >>7:31 AM

Hello , konnichiwa :D !
I am learning Japanese recently.
So please 'liang jie' my broken Jap > <!
My English vocab really is limited. Haixx....
OHHHHHHH, what am I going to say?
I forget le..
wait, remembering now....
in the process, chotto matte.
Oh , FTISLAND coming back!
18 NOV 2013 !
I am so happy.
Even though they had release FTHX, I am still considering
'THE MOOD' as their actual comeback. haha :D !
So I really cannot wait for their return. 
Omo, pa-li cheba...
Quickly please.
But not my presentation..
I am still afraid of presentation.
hope I can get over this fear soon.
I am not afraid, not frightened, not scared.
I am pyscho-ing myself.
Dare, courage, I have. SO JIAYOU BA , SANDY LIM <3 p="">FTISLAND TOO !! ~~
Together... :D !
hahahaha ... Saranghaeyo , daisuki, wo ai ni, I love you.
MY LOVELY FTISLAND ! <3 p="">

Wednesday, September 11, 2013 >>1:39 AM

HOLIDAY MOOD TOTALLY !!!
MIND OFF CAUSE STILL LACK OF SLEEP DUE TO ....
XIAOBINBIN , XIAOXIAOBIN, MINIBIN,
ZHANGZHENGXIONG, XUEPEIJIE,
SHIXIAOLONG, HAOSHAOWEN...
These child actors , child singers are way tooooooo cute !
I love them < 3!
hahahaahaha......
people I like are not too old means too young.
ZhangZhengXiong&XuePeiJiie <3 p="">BinBinJiaZu .... CUTIE PIE !
ShiXiaoLong&HaoShaoWen ... KAWAII BROTHERS !
I just love them... hahahahahahha....
<3 muackkkkkssss="" p="">

Thursday, August 22, 2013 >>9:47 AM

Yipeee !!!! :DDD !
Ft island is coming this November !
Yeahhhh .... ~
Ermmm, what is the point of being happy when I cannot even go?
I am so down !
But... who cares?
Ft island has not visited Singapore like about a year or more!
Korean Music Wave , thanks for bringing to my country :D !
I appreciate a lot even if I cannot attend.
Lack of money , no time and more reasons for not being able to see Ft island !
Even so, I should not be disappointed !
Ft island is coming back soon !
I am able to see them on screen.
I will be satisfied even if just being able to see them on TV!
it has been a long time since they are on my TV !
I want to listen FTISLAND new song!
1 YEARS AND MORE ALREADY !
They have not come up with new song !
OMG, I AM SO EXCITED !
Cannot wait , cannot wait... quickly , quickly please !
hahahahahahahahhaha :D
FTISLAND , SHIXIAOLONG <3 p="">I LOVE  YOU GUYS SO MUCH ! MUACCKKKKS ! ~~~

Thursday, July 4, 2013 >>8:26 AM


It is 4 of july , which is also means it is my birthday !!!!
Hehe , first of all , wish myself a happy birthday :D
Had a blur blur day today....
Since only left 30 mins before my bdae ends , lets chiong and
pour my feelings here !
I am so happy.. even though there were not many presents as before.
Even though , no many people wished me happy birthday.
I am happy for no reasons. Just that , someone made me
so UNHAPPY in school.
But I endure as today is my bdae , I do not want to ruin my mood !
OMG , choc cake...
But I want OREO cake!
Haix , will get it in the future.
I am so sleepy to write liao.
HOPE TMR TEST WILL GET A GOOD RESULT!
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAH:DDDD

Wednesday, June 19, 2013 >>11:07 AM

Ghetto Justice 2 , Twilight investigation, To catch the uncatchable ^^
I GOT ALL THESE CDS LIAO !!
Wah , my house has many HONGKONG dramas.
As my dad always say , woah , hao kua , buay CD !
That's why I had so much CDs...
Yippie !!! My dad knows me ><..
I am having a collection of Myolie Wu Dramas..
Not all yet, but I have almost half of it !
Wah , I am so determined ..
I love MYOLIE WU..
Also , HONGKONG dramas.
The Xiao Jie in Xin lu GPS is so HANDSOME !!!
Wah, fallen in love with him..
Cannot , must doing xim..
My FTISLAND , I wont neglect you guys , so don't worry.
I am still a die hard PRIMADONNA.
just that I don't have much money to attend your concerts.
Wait for me , I needa earn money first.
ONCE I HAVE EARNED IT , I WILL GO ALL YOUR CONCERTS.
CANNOT PROMISED THAT , I WILL STILL LIKE YOU GUYS..
WHEN I HAVE EARNED MY MONEY. I AM SORRY !
BUT AT LEAST , I HAVE LIKE YOU GUYS FOR 4YEARS.
SINCE SEC2... LOYAL .. ^^
Can you come next year , I cannot go your concert this year. BUSY
plus BROKE LIAO,...
MY BANK NO MONEY LIAO.
......

Thursday, June 6, 2013 >>4:00 AM

FTISLAND COMING SINGAPORE !!!!!
27JULY !!!
SHOULD I GO? SHOULD I GO? !!!
I WANNA GO , BUT NO MONEY LIAO!
SAD AH T.T!!!
Kay kay , I should stop this kpop craze!
but how to sia , I have been liking ftisland since sec 2 !
its been 4 years ... love doesn't change..
I still love ftisland .. just that I have not listen their songs
for a period of time as I am into Chinese songs. ^^
I also into animes nowadays....
kimi ni todoke,
itazura na kiss,
many more...
not good in Japanese so cannot remember all !
Hope I am one of the character in the anime , so cute !
hehe :D
It has been a long time since I update my blog.
kay , my netbook suck. so difficult to type,, seriously !
I am so happy with my friends. they so funny ..
but of course , I wont forget my old friends.
I love them as much as I love my ftisland ^^
wo lao gong .. minhwannie.
he is so handsome!
jaejinnie too !
I love them so much...
saranghaeyo , oppas!

Saturday, June 1, 2013 >>10:11 AM

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Sunday, May 26, 2013 >>4:53 AM

Hello !
Its been 5 weeks since I have started school.
Woahhh , so fast.
Made new friends , in a new environment and
and new study method!
Still trying to get used.
SO FIGHTING !
Should I go FTI concert this july?
Should I or should I not?
Wahlao , hard decision ...
T.T.
I love Japanese manga nowadays !
woooooo~~~!!!!
test next week , hope can get good results.
will try to give my best.
hahahahha. no link !